Today I did it!!!! I effin did it!!!! I hiked the mountain that "broke" me. You want to know something?....it was a frickin piece of cake!!!!!! This hike took us hardly any time at all. I do have a confession to make. O.K. last I did this hike, which was the first mountain I have ever hiked and I was completely dressed WRONG for it, I had a mental break down and told myself I couldn't do it. So we had turned around. The ladies that were with us told us that we were not far from the top and that it would be quicker to go up instead of back down. Well, I was not listening to anyone at that point and we went down.
You know something when we hiked there today it was maybe 2 mins from the top where I had turned around. 2 Frickin minutes!!!! We go up there I was really happy I made it, but I was also so annoyed at myself for being right there and not finishing it.
For this to be the mountain that took claim over my mind that day was.........embarrassing to say the least.
I am still super proud of myself for doing it and no one can ever take that way from me, but at the same time I feel......mmmmmm.......disappointed (for lack of a better word). Now, I know, to be strong and no matter how big or small the challenge; if it test me or pushes me to my limits it is all worth it in the end!!! I am bettering myself, even if it is through baby steps!!!! I will keep hiking, I will keep pushing myself, and I WILL DO IT....NO MATTER WHAT!!!!!!
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