Liquor......

LOL come to find out Liquor is sooo unhealthy.  Your probably thinking, duh April what did you expect??  I know it is but sometimes you just need to drink and make yourself feel good,  Here it is, Saturday night and I am drinking alone.  Which is bad in so many ways.  One way is when I drink I get "snacky" and lose all control of what I should or should not be eating.  Well, I completely blew my healthy eating habits today.  First we went to a farm festival, which was awesome and Joey was so cute,  They did not have anything healthy to eat; which is hilarious seeing how it was a FARM FESTIVAL.

 They had corn dogs, BBQ Sandwiches, Chile and cornbread, Hot dogs, cream puffs, Carmel apples, stuff similar to the fair.  So I went for a BBQ sandwich, which was just ham with BBQ sauce on it (I think I lived in NC too long because I was expecting pulled pork) which was not that good but I was hungry so I ate and I paid for it later with a tummy ache.  Then we came home after and we took care of stuff and we had talked about what is for dinner.  We had a fridge full of left overs from various parties this past week.  So we made it a left over night.  LOL leftover night consist of hot dogs, homemade (from scratch) perogies, (crap load of cheese) mac n cheese, and

screwdrivers to drink.  I was having a mental breakdown (personal problems) and thought it would be a great idea to just get good and drunk tonight.  Well my sis and brother in law had a long day and were wore out so they went to bed early.  So here I am about 6 screwdrivers down and I am drinking alone.  LOL!!!!!  For the few of you who don't know a screw driver is a 60/40 Vodka to OJ.  LOL  Ok so that is my screwdrivers lol.  Anyway my point is if you are alone and drinking you will more than likely make some poor choices.  My poor choice was some double fudge brownie Ben and Jerry's ice cream lol!!!!  I must also admit that chocolate ice cream and OJ does not taste good together.  Oh well what is done is done and I can't take it back now.  I can only feel bad about it now. Tthe good news is that tomorrow, Sunday, Sara and I are going back to the mountain that "defeated me".  I am going to CONQUER it tomorrow.  So my post tomorrow should be awesome.  We are meeting at 12 Alaska time which is 4 hours behind NC time!!!  LOL!!!  Anyway I am very much looking forward to beating that damn mountain that has such a claim on my mind lol!!!  I will win!!!!  Well I am going to keep drinking and watching this movie!!!  Nighty nite ALL!!!